i feel secure again...

when you were on the bed,
i was on the phone,
holding it tight,
to make sure you alive.

"beep, beep, beep.."
each time it rang,
each time i scare,
each time i pray.

i scare to open the message,
i scare to read,
i scare you will be leaving,
far away from me...

you are everything to me,
the only thing in life that i cant live without.
when i feel you are letting me go,
i hold you tighter and closer.

finally,
the warmness is back in my hand,
then around me,
then i realize...

i feel secure again~