Happy Birthday!!

Hey, baby!! Happy birthday!!! i know we cant really spend it together but i know that distance do not set us apart.. i love you baby!! happy birthday!!

Perfect

My eyes beheld a sky one night,
It seems so long ago,
A perfectly painted portrait,
Be-speckled with blue and gold.

As I sit and ponder more,
It strikes me that you were there,
And it was truly your simple beauty,
That gave the stars their perfect glare.

I Love My Baby..

I love you so much.. I can't stop thinking about you.. I'm glad you are ok.. I worried about you like crazy and i cried almost every single night.. I almost lost you.. I just want you so so much in my life and i cant live without you.. But i'm happy you came back to me.. I love you so much dear.. I love My baby so much..

sorry~ ><

i know i had been busy and giving you lack of attention.. i really glad tat you understand ^^ muaks.. i love you so much hubby..

as promise.. i wont leave you.. so dont worry ok? i love you.. very much.. so much that i not willing to leave you too ><>

anyway.. i am ok and fine ^^ dont worry... everyday will be a happy jolly day for u and me ^^ loveZ~!!

Please Dont Leave me...

I know we've been through a lot,
We try to make each other happy,
Everytime we just want to be there for each other,
Most of the times we just want to be close each other.

Dear, I miss you badly,
I life seems gray and dull without you,
It would be better if i was just with you,
To die than to live without you is better.

Yesterday was a tragic day,
I almost lost you,
Will i lose you today?
My heart just breaks at the sound of it.

When you wish upon a star,
Our favourite song,
Now i'm just wishing for you,
I just want you for all my life

So darling,
Dont leave me,
Dont let me fall in this dark hole,
Please save me,
I need you so much,
I really do,
So Please dont leave me....

Our Love Story

I still remember that day when we started being a friend. It was more fantasy than reality. We played with each other and just having fun. People say we were like a couple and we will deny it straight away. As day and days pass, feelings towards each other starts to grow. But we deny each other. Looking at our age, place and other things. People say we were impossible to be together. As I hear those, tears starts rolling down my cheek. I never wanted to tell you how i feel towards you because i was shy, afraid because you might reject me. On a fatal day, I finally got my confidence. I was going to tell you how i feel about you but something broke my heart. People started to tell me about you and him. I acted happy for you two, but deep inside me was just sadness and grieve. I took a week just to accept the fact that you both were together and you were both promising. I just kept on being your friend and to a point of best friends. But then you slipped away from me. Changing your identity. The pain and agony i felt when i found out the truth. You just didnt know how mad was i when i found out the truth and you still kept on denying it. I thought you treated me as a friend. But at the end, I'm just another gamer. You had so many boyfriends and i kept on telling you that it was wrong but not a word came into your mind. So I gave up. Months pass and we seem like we were no more best friends. Till that day. I remember it clearly. The 11th of December. We both broke up with our partners. I was sad and so were you. Your sister ask me to go with you so that we can heal each other. I was afraid. But, i really want to be with you that time. On that friday, we talked to each other on the phone. We had a good long talk. I remember my bill went to Rm100 but it was worth it. Because of you, I got a digi number just for you. But it is worth it also. Then on the 14th, we finally got together. We just thought that this relationship was just like others. But our love for each other grew and grew. We share our love and we promised not to be apart. We got married a few weeks after that because we realize that just being a boyfriend and girlfriend was not enough. We said our vows and we even have a pair of rings.

Each day, our love stills grow. People said that our relationship was so special. Not many people are happy like us because we have found our true love. So, Omi, Dear, I love you so much and i will never let you go forever. I miss you too. Muacks.

my heart belong to you~

hubby bunny..
i know i had no time for you recently,
i busy with my work,
you busy with your school..

but when you have time,
you bring me laughter,
you spend it with me,
and you make me happy..

when i close my eyes at night,
all i think about is you,
your voice, smile, kisses and hugs,
i feel it like you beside me.

lots of things happen between us,
but i promise i will never let you go,
no matter what happen,
i will always be there..

so,
you are mine and i'm yours,
remember that,
my heart belong to you~

i feel secure again...

when you were on the bed,
i was on the phone,
holding it tight,
to make sure you alive.

"beep, beep, beep.."
each time it rang,
each time i scare,
each time i pray.

i scare to open the message,
i scare to read,
i scare you will be leaving,
far away from me...

you are everything to me,
the only thing in life that i cant live without.
when i feel you are letting me go,
i hold you tighter and closer.

finally,
the warmness is back in my hand,
then around me,
then i realize...

i feel secure again~

The Reason Of My Life

I was on the bed,
Thinking about all we had been through,
They injected me with the medicine,
And by the second i was in another world.

Waking up in another world where nothing is familiar,
It scares me;
Suddenly a touch of you on my palm made me secure and safe,
I felt no more lonely and not afraid.

Looking at the the past events running through my eyes,
Looking at your smile,
Looking at your tears,
Looking at you beautiful face.

But soon, it started to disappears,
I got scared, frighten, alone,
But the one thing that remains,
It was you.

But all the sudden,
I saw a light,
As bright as the sun,
And i found myself on the bed still.

Without any memory,
You made sure that you talk to me when i just woke up,
I could not remember anything,
But when i heard your voice,
Memories of you came back to me.

Your face,
Your beautiful face.
I even remembered our song,
Even the song that i sent to you.

I know i almost died,
But because of you,
I am here now.

I love you so much,
You matter to me a lot,
If not for you,
I would not remember the wonderful feeling i had with you.

Thank you for bring me life again.
You are the reason of my life.

marry me?

we been through lots of tears and laughter although only half a month,

through message and warmness,

send the question - 

"will you marry me?"

without thinking,

questioning about anything,

here i answer a "yes!"

with a smile and joyful tears at the edge of my eyes.

"will you be my wife,

no matter rich or poor,

old or sick, 

or whatever it is..."

"yes, i do!!

i will be your wife forever.."

that's my promise,

and he will be mine too..

on 1st January 2009 at 10.20pm,

a new year starts a new life,

you became my husband,

and i became your wife.

here we are for each other,

holding hands in hands,

we will make sure there is always warmness,

and happiness in this new life we have.

i will always love you forever and ever... MUAKS!!

Meaning of a New Year

365 days in a year,
As days count down,
We're at the end of the year
As the last seconds count,
10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1,0
Joy and laughter rings everywhere,
But what does a new year really means?

A lot of people say new years are new beginnings,
But where are the endings?
It is the beginning of something new?
Or it is the end of something new?
Most of the time it doesn't make sense at all,
But looking at the it again,
It does.

New years are not only the beginnings,
I will say it is the end.

But what does the new year mean to me?
Joy?Happiness?Sadness?Pain?
I thought i would be sad for i have lost so many people i loved,
Till you stepped into my life,
Joy and happiness came into my life,
You gave me love that i could not imagine,
You turn my sorrows into joy.
What else can i ask for?

A New Year,
A New Beginning,
A New Ending,
A Perfect way to start a new year with you.
Happy New Year my Dear.
Let us begin this new year with love and joy in our life no matter how much we are being hurt.
For we know, we have each other forever.

happy new year~!!

here comes new year,
here comes love,
here comes Omi & Daniel,
send our greetings to you~!!!

thanks for always being there for me,
thanks for being my hubby,
that makes me smile,
and makes me happy~

i so glad that you are always by my side,
i can feel your warmness,
your hugs and kisses
when it against my lips..

i know in this new year
or the coming more new years,
we are going to be there for each other,
until the very end of time~!!