i feel secure again...

when you were on the bed,
i was on the phone,
holding it tight,
to make sure you alive.

"beep, beep, beep.."
each time it rang,
each time i scare,
each time i pray.

i scare to open the message,
i scare to read,
i scare you will be leaving,
far away from me...

you are everything to me,
the only thing in life that i cant live without.
when i feel you are letting me go,
i hold you tighter and closer.

finally,
the warmness is back in my hand,
then around me,
then i realize...

i feel secure again~

The Reason Of My Life

I was on the bed,
Thinking about all we had been through,
They injected me with the medicine,
And by the second i was in another world.

Waking up in another world where nothing is familiar,
It scares me;
Suddenly a touch of you on my palm made me secure and safe,
I felt no more lonely and not afraid.

Looking at the the past events running through my eyes,
Looking at your smile,
Looking at your tears,
Looking at you beautiful face.

But soon, it started to disappears,
I got scared, frighten, alone,
But the one thing that remains,
It was you.

But all the sudden,
I saw a light,
As bright as the sun,
And i found myself on the bed still.

Without any memory,
You made sure that you talk to me when i just woke up,
I could not remember anything,
But when i heard your voice,
Memories of you came back to me.

Your face,
Your beautiful face.
I even remembered our song,
Even the song that i sent to you.

I know i almost died,
But because of you,
I am here now.

I love you so much,
You matter to me a lot,
If not for you,
I would not remember the wonderful feeling i had with you.

Thank you for bring me life again.
You are the reason of my life.

marry me?

we been through lots of tears and laughter although only half a month,

through message and warmness,

send the question - 

"will you marry me?"

without thinking,

questioning about anything,

here i answer a "yes!"

with a smile and joyful tears at the edge of my eyes.

"will you be my wife,

no matter rich or poor,

old or sick, 

or whatever it is..."

"yes, i do!!

i will be your wife forever.."

that's my promise,

and he will be mine too..

on 1st January 2009 at 10.20pm,

a new year starts a new life,

you became my husband,

and i became your wife.

here we are for each other,

holding hands in hands,

we will make sure there is always warmness,

and happiness in this new life we have.

i will always love you forever and ever... MUAKS!!

Meaning of a New Year

365 days in a year,
As days count down,
We're at the end of the year
As the last seconds count,
10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1,0
Joy and laughter rings everywhere,
But what does a new year really means?

A lot of people say new years are new beginnings,
But where are the endings?
It is the beginning of something new?
Or it is the end of something new?
Most of the time it doesn't make sense at all,
But looking at the it again,
It does.

New years are not only the beginnings,
I will say it is the end.

But what does the new year mean to me?
Joy?Happiness?Sadness?Pain?
I thought i would be sad for i have lost so many people i loved,
Till you stepped into my life,
Joy and happiness came into my life,
You gave me love that i could not imagine,
You turn my sorrows into joy.
What else can i ask for?

A New Year,
A New Beginning,
A New Ending,
A Perfect way to start a new year with you.
Happy New Year my Dear.
Let us begin this new year with love and joy in our life no matter how much we are being hurt.
For we know, we have each other forever.

happy new year~!!

here comes new year,
here comes love,
here comes Omi & Daniel,
send our greetings to you~!!!

thanks for always being there for me,
thanks for being my hubby,
that makes me smile,
and makes me happy~

i so glad that you are always by my side,
i can feel your warmness,
your hugs and kisses
when it against my lips..

i know in this new year
or the coming more new years,
we are going to be there for each other,
until the very end of time~!!

You Are My Forever Love

Your friendship and love,
And all the wonderful things
That they bring into my life,
Are like nothing else
I have ever known.

My heart is complete
With the love we share,
And our love grows more
Beautiful each day.

I love you,
And as long as we are together,
I have everything I need.

You are with me always...
In a smile, a memory, a feeling
Or a moment we share.

You will always be
My Forever Love

the meaning of life~

when fate comes,
this is what happen...
you will step into my life,
and be part of it..

you gave me smile and laughter..
makes my life beautiful again..
the songs you play,
mean a lot to me..
remember i told you that,
your songs make me sleep better at night?

that's how much you step into my life...

the thing you like..
i love them too..
the way you sing to me every night,
you make me feel secure...
your music makes me feel calm and warm..

thanks for the laughter that you bought into my life..
it meant a lot to me..
like how much you are to me..
tears will soon turn into laughter when you are here..
that's how much i in love with you..
thanks for stepping into my life~